Friendship analysis

I have a lot of friends in my life. Some friends I want, some I don’t, some others I just stumble upon at a point of my life. If you were my friends reading this you might wonder in which category you belong to-that is if you care.
I have this one specific friend I used to get very close with and then stopped for a reason. My dearest friend realized and sensed my changes. And I guess she let me be me. After some times, we talked like old friends at the lobby of my office and she said something I remember vividly: I guess you have a lot of circle of friends that are not tangled one another and you go to one circle to another depending on how you are at certain times. Unlike some, you do not keep your friendship well.’
She was right to the point like the torch of liberty to the sky. She said it nicely and I heard it nicely as well. She was right. She was right as right can be. She would probably the only reason that the word ‘right’ exists!
Is that bad? Being me is it bad? Not to me (of course). I think a friend should be ready to be a friend and turn to be a bestfriend or even turning to be an acquitance only. Take it this way, I’m a bank. If you want to invest some of your money, you have to know the program that you can afford. You don’t get a program higher that what you have. You can ask questions about it, but if you keep expecting to get the program by asking questions while at the same time I know exactly that you can’t afford it, then I’ll just consider you too much. Then I’ll escort you to the door. You need to smell the fresh air and be sober about who you are.
However, it is easy for me to offer you kinds of programs although your money is not enough. I might foresee things from you that will grow with me. Then I’ll explain things gladly.
Once I wrote about the benefit theory in this blog under the category ALTEREGO. Well, for me, that was not my alterego. That was me. And up to this point, I have always been someone that is mever afraid of losing friends. Nop, not me. I can be a very arrogant person if I have to be. Trust me on that.
Now, you ma have different opinions about me after reading this post. Well, before you do, crosscheck it with what you have done to me. Did you or did you not go for the right program with the right capital?

–selfish n arrogant Je-